Still sad.. but its bitter sweet.  This was to be a song.
maybe I just need to find some solace in another's arms..
or i might be weak and go back for more punishment.
love is such a sweet pain.
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Aint no sunshine.   - Feb 19 2007
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aint no sunshine when she's gone.
aint no blue sky without those eyes
aint no singing of my song
when I walked away , I think I died

I just ponder every moment
and I dream on her all night
without the daily beat
I think this night wont let me sleep

love is what I got,
its pain is very sweet
I wonder if ill break it
this addiction that I seek

I seeked them out since I was weak
I craved those eyes since I could sleep
in my dreams I had them a thousand times
but in my life, they I cannot keep

so I walk away
so I save my pain
so I keep alive what freedoms I can save

so I walk away
so I try to sleep
so I I can feel this heart beat another day

but is been so long
since I seen her face.
since I heard her laugh and say my name
I could have been
but I should have been
but loves pain is oh so sweet

aint no sunshine when she's gone
aint no rivers without my tears
aint no blue sky's without those eyes
aint to proud to stop my feet.