We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel completely alive. Where every sense is heightened, every emotion is magnified, our everyday reality is shattered and we are flying into the heavens. It may only last a moment, and hour, an afternoon. But that doesn't diminish its value. Because we are left with memories that we treasure for the rest of our lives.

Still sad.. but its bitter sweet.  This was to be a song.
maybe I just need to find some solace in another's arms..
or i might be weak and go back for more punishment.
love is such a sweet pain.
Taking volunteers.

Aint no sunshine.   - Feb 19 2007
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aint no sunshine when she's gone.
aint no blue sky without those eyes
aint no singing of my song
when I walked away , I think I died

I just ponder every moment
and I dream on her all night
without the daily beat
I think this night wont let me sleep

love is what I got,
its pain is very sweet
I wonder if ill break it
this addiction that I seek

I seeked them out since I was weak
I craved those eyes since I could sleep
in my dreams I had them a thousand times
but in my life, they I cannot keep

so I walk away
so I save my pain
so I keep alive what freedoms I can save

so I walk away
so I try to sleep
so I I can feel this heart beat another day

but is been so long
since I seen her face.
since I heard her laugh and say my name
I could have been
but I should have been
but loves pain is oh so sweet

aint no sunshine when she's gone
aint no rivers without my tears
aint no blue sky's without those eyes
aint to proud to stop my feet.

Felt a bit rushed, but I'm trying to find a way to make my videos a bit more appealing visually .  I know I'm hot, but  cant let  you females  get  so excited without reprieve :)

A Weavils Choice

What wickedness lurks inside
sweet succulent evil
with every breath a choice denied
and our heart shrinks to a weavil

is choice the greatest good
is choice larger than that
out path is set in wood
we can shape it and wear it like a hat

is choice the greatest bad
endless like the deep blue sea
if it is its kind of sad
but life's a ship we can sail it, you and me

when truly your heat speaks
a choice is ever clear
sometimes the love you seek
is something very near

never when you give a damn
would you ever see it
not clearly, motionless, just as gentle as a lamb
it slaps you in the face, twit
until you stop looking, just belive and feel it